Tuesday, November 17, 2009

I miss him today

I woke up feeling down. I couldn't get out of bed for 20 minutes. It's like I'm mourning him... even though he's only a phone call away. Even though he's willing to drop everything to be with me.

I thought about him all day. About us. How good it feels to lie on his chest as he caresses my face or plays with my hair. His beautiful smile.

I already feel empty without him. And I wonder if I'm making the right decision.

Maybe we do deserve another chance... a REAL chance.

1 comment:

Tazzy Star said...

You are making the right choice. It's ok to change your mind later, but living in the present, this is the right choice.

I'm glad you are back to writing. :-)

Love you!